What do i do now that my boyfriend and i are broken up?
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we've went out for almost three months. we broke up because he couldnt change who he really was. he would spend every night going out to smoke and get drunk while i sit at home, trying to study for my college classes. he says that he wants to concentrate more on school and work but i think he's lying because when ur in college, there is no possible way for you to do well in class while staying out late into the night and wake up in the late afternoon. it sucks because i worked so hard for this relationship and now that he wants to end it, makes me feel angry and resentful. it makes me angry that he isnt willing to work it out anymore when its me who has put in the most effort. i lied to my parents so i can see him more often and i'v been in verbal fights with my family because they knew he had no potential. I feel like a wasted prescious energy trying to defend him when in the end it didn work out. what should i do to heal my broken heart? (btw all my friends are out of town 4 college)
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May 14th, 2009 at 3:51 am
im in something very similar to this except a little more harsh, i deffended my boyfriend to my parents and eventually moved out with him and im seventeen, he is a drunk and i try so hard for the relationship and it feels like hes spitting in my face. i work hard to get money and he works hard to spend it. ive been in the relationship for a year and a half and it still hasnt ended, i still love him so much,what is it about these guys that are so damn attractive?? and im pregnant now so im really in a bad situation. but i think its best it ended so early into yours.. just think about how bad it could have gone.. maybe that will help.. think about your life turning into mine. one with no parents, young and pregnant with an alcoholic boyfriend who doesnt give a damn.